winterseaspray: ([bones] Thinking)
Hmmmm, I am in Josh's house and we just dyed my hair (brown, so its like, a solid color instead of really dark on the top and light on the bottom from when I failed the bet with Eddie) and now Mols is cutting Josh's hair, and I'm just sitting here, waiting for the dye to set.

Harry Potter... Oh my god. Its so soon. I partically like the idea of being in England, because I read the first one here, with Josh and like, that's full circle, but I'M GOING TO MISS THE MIDNIGHT PARTY WITH SAMMIE AND CO. *sniff*

Blah. I think I've bruised my tail bone. How, I don't know, but now it like... hurts to sit down. And walk a little. Its like a concentrated place down low, and it doesn't hurt doing anything else, but its really strange...

Lot's of writing and other shit. Went to the Roman Baths today, was AWESOME. Also, watched GoF today. EW, AWFUL.
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Martha
Julia
Eddie
Zach
Jake
Ryan V (?)
Nathan W (?)
Bryan (?)
Sammie (? not because I am unsure about me being friends with you dear, but because you didn't go to my high school, and it might be the wrong place to put it... you tell me)
Louie (?)

I am definately forgetting people. I'm too tired to look it up now, but this list will grow and shrink.

I got Lee! I was worried I would miss her.
winterseaspray: ([bones] Oh My)
2 months, 3 days till I go to college. I'm so excited. I can't even explain it. I'm that excited.

Still, there are perks to the summer. Like about two weeks without my parents in England with my Josh. And time to do what I want there. :D I'm ready! I'm ready!
winterseaspray: ([bones] Omnia Mea Mecum Porto)
So. Prom.

I had fun. I am soooo glad I brought Eddie. I don't think I spent alot of my time with him, but he's fun, easy to talk to, and was someone that I could make fun of things like slow dances with, and still slow dance with. We waltzed for a few songs and I kept forgetting I was the girl. I have problems with that. When I learned to dance, I was always the boy because I was taller then most of the girls in my grade (lie, I was the tallest).

I was socail. *gasp shock*

I think the thing about this year is that I've finally become somewhat more comfortable with myself, and am fine with making a fool of myself in the more typical fashions -- dancing poorly, and making fun of myself -- because I was fine with odd clothes and having a strange way of talking (I don't actaully mind when people point out things like the fact that I say "road" instead of "street" all the time) and basically making a fool of myself in other ways. I want to be myself, and I don't want other people to tell me who I am.

The other thing about this year is that I was able to branch out. Tanzania gave me a base for knowing that I do actaully like people, and I'm confident that I'm slightly strange, yes, but people like me. Not everyone obviously, but there are more people in the world then two who like me. This being said, it does not mean that I can be with people all the time. I do need a little time to myself. Not alot, but I need a breather every now and then. Anyways. Tanzania helped me incredibly, and then Shadow Box increased that. I feel better about myself, I feel as if I might be able to manage next year. I will not shut down. I hope I won't.

Anyways. Prom.

So yesterday was blah. I woke Kat up and we went to get our nails done in West Newton, and a ton of people were there. Then we went to Anna's (despite the fact that we shouldn't have been eating, har har) and then we came back and Kat showered and I walked Tillie down to the nail place (in the rain) and got my cell phone, which I had left there, of course. Then we went to Sakara's and tried to do Kat's hair. This failed. She just has too much of it. Then I went home and drove Jasper to the library. Missed VIBE pictures, but it wasn't much according to others, so its all right. Hmmm.

Then I came home and did my make up and fixed up my bag. Then dad came home, took pictures and then I went to Kat's. We had decided that Aaron would drive us all, because parking is ridiculously expensive. Kat's parents took pictures of us. Then Aaron arrived, and there was a long discussion of how to put the boutteniere in. It was amusing. Then we went to get Eddie at his mother's house. His aunt was there and was like "You know I went to prom with an Eddie, his uncle." She was cute -- despite the fact that Eddie doesn't like her. Then we had to go to Eddie's dad's for photos. Then we left.

Prom was alot of dancing and wandering around between groups of people (sort of) -- Martha, Nathan, Lily, Eddie, and so on, then the Melly, Carly kind of world, and Kat finally, who is a world into herself :P. Someone passed out in the bathroom, that was fun. -.-

Then we left. Me and Eddie made fun of dancing -- did it anyway -- I talked to people and it was good. But that was prom. It was uneventful for an event. I think mostly because its one of those things you wait for, but its just not that good when you get to it. It might also be along the lines of that I went with a friend and not with a BOY, which might change things. ;)

Celebration was irritating I think. I went to Spon Gen because it was cool in LT. It was funny, but everyone was so tired, so it wasn't as good as it could have been. S'all right. Nathan looked so tired, poor baby.

Kat slept over after and I slept till like 11. It was strange. I usually don't sleep that late.

That was prom. MY CAMERA broke and I was PISSED OFF. It was really annoying and I thought I might kill something. Its super irritating because I was excited to document something myself. Ah well.
winterseaspray: ([bones] Framed Heart)
So basically I've been busy. Friday I went to Charity and then to Pirates, which you all know. Saturday I went to Meng's and hung around with Kat and people's. Sunday was Shrek, which was slightly ruined by the fact that Justin Timberlake was Arthur, but like this is a layover from when he was bad... Not that I think he's amazing now... Yesterday my parents got pissed off at me. I went out for ice cream with Kat at like 9:30, and we went to star and got a container of ice cream and sat outside and ate it and it was wicked fun. :D

52 days till HP7
9 days till graduation
17 days till I find out who my roomates are.
7 days till Prom.

CRAP.
winterseaspray: ([bones] Omnia Mea Mecum Porto)
My iPod keeps getting annoyed at me. Its irritating. -.-

Ah, relaxing to not have to go in and be all... schooly.

Look at this. Take it, come on, I dare you.
winterseaspray: ([YW] Will do Magic for Food)
I am writing really long, really personal letters to people instead of signing their year books. If you want one, comment here and I'll write one to you. This is more so that I don't forget someone because I have about fifty people on my list of letters so far and need people to double check it for me. It needs to happen before Friday, Senior lunchon.

*sniff* Last pysch class.
winterseaspray: ([bones] Fall Flat)
Meh. Tired. Want to go back to bed.

26 days to Graduation.
24 days to Prom.
13 days to our last day of classes.
5 days till my last AP.
9 days till Tempest goes up.
70 days till HP7.
1 month, 4 days till I find out who my roommates are.
1 month, 21 days till I leave for England.
3 months, 8 days till I go to college.

I don't know. I'm tired. I'm bored.
winterseaspray: ([bones] Omnia Mea Mecum Porto)
So, having second thoughts about prom. I don't really want to go. In fact, I really dont want to go. Its so much effort. Dress, beforehand, afterwards, a lot of time, all those people who are just... there. Meh.

I don't want to have to deal with it as a sort of good bye. Plus then, there is just be being anti-socail slash, not knowing where I want to fit in, or even if I want to fit in and Eddie. I mean, it will be fun with Eddie, but it means I have chosen where I will be, what group because, I can't bring Eddie and be with certain people who don't know him. *sigh*

I'm driving to prom. I'm not getting a limo and spending inordinate amounts of money. I made my dress. Its almost there. I just have to sew up the back... add in a zipper, hem everything, make it look nice. Buy shoes. Ew. So much to do, so much that I just don't want to do.

I also think it has something to do with the fact that I don't want this to be the end of the year. I don't want to graduate. But the thing is, I do. I'm so excited to LEAVE. I want to get out of here, go down to DC and start again. To do it right... not that I did it wrong here, but sometimes... sometimes I feel as if I did.

I've got some friends,
some that I hardly know
But we've had some times,
I wouldn't trade for the world
We chase these days down with talks
of the places that we will go
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In my AIM profile, I have been counting down the days till graduation. We have one month, five days, in case you were wondering. In my lj profile, I am also counting down the days. There is the pencil with the little car on it. I don't remember putting it there, but its been there for months. The little car is inching its way across the pencil towards the end...

I don't know quite how I feel about this.

I'm also incredibly scared that American will recind my acceptance because I got two D's last term...

Yeah.

Tempest is being annoying. Every single time I have a rehearsal its a Monday or a Wednesday. I have been to two rehearsals where I didn't have to leave early. Of the FIVE I have been called for, I have had to either leave for work, or we arrived and they were like "Oh... costume fittings for you guys" and then "Oh, well, we didn't need you."

I feel useless in that production. Of course, being useless in the cast is my JOB. I hate being an actor. I want to do something useful...

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