winterseaspray: ([bones] Structural Design)
So, I've become obsessed with Matt Nathanson. He's amazing. I am in love with "Bent" and "I Saw" and really like "Weight of it all". And yes, I have listened to "I Saw" 142 times since I downloaded it yesterday.


My internet has been going on and off at home, so I came to the library to get internet. I don't know if I'll ever leave, its got air conditioning, which my house doesn't have. Ew. I hate being so sticky. I litterally feel like I'm sweating everywhere. I hate humidity.

So yesterday me and Kat and Eddie went to Crystal Lake and went swimming at 10:30 at night. I've never really done night swimming, it was pretty cool -- except then you can't see where you are stepping. I have many problems with swimming in lakes, one being I hate not knowing where I am stepping, and the other is I can't stand the gross looking water. So I generally don't do it. Swimming at night was really just getting in the water -- it helped so much. I felt cool for the rest of the evening, and it was amazing.

Hmmm, I don't know what else to say. I'm not online because of the internet thing, but yeah...

Tonight is my last night of work. Weird.
winterseaspray: ([bones] Omnia Mea Mecum Porto)
My iPod keeps getting annoyed at me. Its irritating. -.-

Ah, relaxing to not have to go in and be all... schooly.

Look at this. Take it, come on, I dare you.
winterseaspray: ([bones] Painful)
I go through phases with music -- in case you didn't notice. Most recently, my favorite song was 9 Crimes by Damien Rice. But then I got involved with The Walk by Imogen Heap. The Walk felt very good for not only the Adair/Tristin situation, but for my own situation -- that I am not going to talk about but the song doesn't explain the situation... it just feels good -- mostly because of the line it's not meant to be like this, it's not what I planned at all. Anyways, the song recently changed from The Walk to Swing Life Away by Rise Against. I feel it says something about what's going on in my life when my favorite song creeps up from 0 plays to 123.

Actaully Swing Life Away is a perfect song for the end of high school. Its just so... right. Anyway. I love it. I wanted to share.

Also, remember Bryan? Remember him? From freshman year? Yes, the red head who was really tall and who I proceeded to make fun of? Yep. Him. He contacted me through facebook.... and I did something stupid. I opened up the discussion I dread by saying "Sorry for the shitty way I treated you when we broke up."

I don't want to have to explain to him that he was clingy and annoying and I lied about loosing the internet and then made fun of all his letters... Just because that seems mean and I am mean, but I don't want to tell him... Meh.

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Music Quiz )
winterseaspray: ([bones] Omnia Mea Mecum Porto)
So, having second thoughts about prom. I don't really want to go. In fact, I really dont want to go. Its so much effort. Dress, beforehand, afterwards, a lot of time, all those people who are just... there. Meh.

I don't want to have to deal with it as a sort of good bye. Plus then, there is just be being anti-socail slash, not knowing where I want to fit in, or even if I want to fit in and Eddie. I mean, it will be fun with Eddie, but it means I have chosen where I will be, what group because, I can't bring Eddie and be with certain people who don't know him. *sigh*

I'm driving to prom. I'm not getting a limo and spending inordinate amounts of money. I made my dress. Its almost there. I just have to sew up the back... add in a zipper, hem everything, make it look nice. Buy shoes. Ew. So much to do, so much that I just don't want to do.

I also think it has something to do with the fact that I don't want this to be the end of the year. I don't want to graduate. But the thing is, I do. I'm so excited to LEAVE. I want to get out of here, go down to DC and start again. To do it right... not that I did it wrong here, but sometimes... sometimes I feel as if I did.

I've got some friends,
some that I hardly know
But we've had some times,
I wouldn't trade for the world
We chase these days down with talks
of the places that we will go
winterseaspray: ([bones] Thinking)
So. Two things.

1. The Wind That Shakes the Barley is incredibly depressing. It made me cry through the last twenty minutes or so. You think for a little bit (well, I didn't, since I looked at my watch when this happened, hoping that it was the end) that everything is going to be happy, but then it get REALLY depressing because... well, it literally becomes brother against brother. *sniffle* TEDDY AND DAMIEN WHY WHY WHY? Anyways, went to see it with Melly and it was good, though incredibly sad.

2. Due to weather concerns, my parents decided that instead of going to DC tomorrow (to look at American, and fly back the same day) that we're going tonight. I feel the need to pack, but like, we're going for one night and that seems pointless. I'm trying to decide what to put on my iPod. Music or Scrubs (guh Zach Braff, now I want to see the Ex) (have you watched it? it makes me so happy. A comedy about a hospital which I think is better then Grey's simply because its funny, and so has little chance of turning into a melodrama... speaking of Grey's, the trailer for the new episode? Izzie's daughter turning up? Ew, why?)?

I better go in search of my plug into the wall thing for my iPod... we expect delays at the airport. Gross.

OH YEAH, AND --> I have really and truely lost my cell phone, as in I have no idea where it went in the SCHOOL. So don't try me on it, I will not answer. Though, if someone stole it, it would be annoying to them. Also, if someone stole it, monday the alarm will go off at 5 and it will amuse me. :D If I really need to get in touch with you I will be using my dad's cell phone. Its a 617-733 number. Just in case you are like "who is this?" Lucky for me, who finds memorizing numbers hard, I have all the numbers on a sheet I made when I switched over phones with my dad. :D

edit: Cillian Murphy... guh. I know its awful, but during the movie I kept thinking, "He is so pretty/hot". -.- Except for the part where... well, I guess you kind of have to see the movie.
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So, here's how it works:
1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. Don't lie and try to pretend your cool...
7. When you're finished tag some other people to do it!

Opening credits:
Which Way To the Top? - Fastball

Waking up:
Angel St - M People

First day of school:
Landing In London - 3 Doors Down

Falling in love:
Next Episode - Richard Demaria

First Song:
Knees of my Bees - Alanis Morissette

Fight Song:
He's a Pirate - Blake Neely

Breaking Up:
I Need Some Sleep - Eels

Brand New Colony - The Postal Service

Freshman - The Verve Pipe

Mental Breakdown:
Ocean Drive - Lighthouse Family

Bed of Lies - Matchbox Twenty

Silikon (featuring Sasha Perera) - Modeselektor

Getting back together:
Angel of the Morning - Pretenders

Foundations of Stone - Howard Shore

Birth of child:
In Whatever Time We Have - Children of Eden

Final Battle:
Concerto In D Minor, BWV 1043 - 3- Allegro -Johann Sebastian Bach

Death Scene:
Hide and Seek - Imogen Heap

Funeral Song:
Where Shall I turn? - Sin

End Credits:
Another Day - Lene Marlin


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