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I haven't been writing as much on here as I usually would. I guess I'm just not as bored as I usually would be. I don't know. I think I'm just busier or something and just don't have the same kind of will to be all "Look at me, I am awesome" because I'm having self esteem issues. :P Nah, I don't know what it is. I'm just not motivated to write stuff about my life. Stupid, I think, because I want to be able to rememeber this.
Okay, so my weekend was awesome. I went home. I woke up at five on Friday morning so I could get to BWI by 7, and managed it with twenty minutes to spare. I hung around in the airport being bored and so on, that wasn't that interesting. And then I got on the plane and came to Boston. It was short and so on and so forth, good first flight home. I got out and waited for my mother, who drove up with Tillie in the car. She was happy to see me! Well, they both were, but Tillie's never happy to see me... of course I think she had forgotten who I was...
Went home home and discovered that my room was no longer my room and was weirded out by how clean it was. Then went to North to see people. Eddie's reaction to me getting there was amazing. He looked up and saw me and ran over to me and basically strangled me and made me cry a little, but it felt really good to be hugged by someone. I mean, no one at school hugs me, and I understand why, its weird, you aren't sure about people, and all my friends are kind of conservative on that end. I don't know, it just feels weird to not be all touchy feely -- not that I really was at home but I had the option, and here I don't. So then I went around and said hi to people, and went up to see Joel and had lots of fun.
Then was the arduous journey to BU. It was raining, which was not fun since I was on my bike. I went to Newton Center for whatever reason and got on the train and went to Anna's and then to BU. It was a long trip, about an hour and a half -- for a drive that's twenty minutes. Whatever.
Went to find Kat, forgot what her hall was called even though she had told me moments before... yeah. It was good to see Kat though, and see her dorm (oh my god, it was pretty big, of course they were sleeping on metal cots... weird). I met her roommate, who seemed nice enough, but watched Grey's and didn't pay attention to me and Kat making fun of each other. Then I went home and desperately wished that the T was like the metro. For one thing -- the metro tells you when you will be getting on the train and when you can expect to be arriving at your destination. The T doesn't. Also, the T has smaller trains then the Metro and it was PACKED. I don't even know why, but we were playing sardines all the way to Newton Center. Ew.
Well, I managed to get home and when I say home I mean, I went to Cindy and Larry's and ate alot and then went home and spent some time with my parents before going out to get Kat and to see Eddie, Zach, Martha, Jake and Lena. Of course we didn't really do anything while we were there, just hung out and watched TV, but I sat on Eddie and enjoyed having physical contact with people.
Then I took Eddie and Kat home, which was good, because we did an end of summer thing and it made me happy. Kat then decided that she would sleep over and so me and Eddie waited while she went to get her stuff and talked about him and Kat coming down to see me on the weekend of his birthday. I'm soooo excited that there is even the slightest possiblity of them coming down, though I should probably prod him a little and tell him to tell his mother that she has to buy tickets soon because it'll be wicked expensive if she doesn't.
Anyways, then Kat came out (after about twenty minutes, god it takes so long for her to get to her dorm and out of it, like almost ten minutes) and we went home. Kat had to get up early to get to rehearsal so I drove her and Jasper into town and went home and hung out with my parents for a while, before heading into Harvard Square to meet Eddie, Lena and Zach. The four of us wandered around Harvard Square and Lena and Zach bought tons of stuff. Me and Eddie got books about making stuff and sat together and were like "AH I WANT TO BUY THIS BOOK" but neither of us had enough money (Eddie had like two dollars). But then I was like "Wait! I have my camera!" And so we took pictures of the pages we wanted and it was hilarious.
I got home and Lynne and Dan were there, who we are going to Thanksgiving with on Martha's Vineyard and they asked me if I wanted to go, and I said I didn't really, and my mother got really pissed off at me for it, and then we all went to Pomodoro, and had fun there, and my mother continued to be angry with me. Then we left and I took Eddie and Kat to the car and then they were like "Where are your parents?" and we had to run to catch up with my parents so they could say good bye. Then we took Kat to BU so she could go to a party and me and Eddie went to Zach's. I was sooo tired by that point because of my non-sleeping thing that weekend, but Kat called me to go pick her up and I did and it was okay. It felt a little pointless, but all in all I'm glad she was there, just because I miss her actual presense, even if I do talk to her alot while here.
In the morning me and my mother had a fight about the Martha's Vineyard thing -- but I think it was more that I had spent most of the weekend with my friends as opposed to with her, and so on. So I spent all day with her and my dad and then I came home.
While I was at BWI waiting for the bus to come and bring me to the metro, a woman asked me how to get with Dulles, and we had a conversation, me and everyone else in the bus shelter. It was interesting. It also took me two hours to get home and when I did I had to write a paper on a book I hadn't finished, so I change the book to House of the Spirits and wrote it on that.
And that was my weekend. It's good to be home, as in school. I felt weird and out of place at home, as in Boston. I thought that it wouldn't have changed so much in so little time, but things do, I guess. Home is now just a place -- home is DC now.
How do you change things like that?
Okay, so my weekend was awesome. I went home. I woke up at five on Friday morning so I could get to BWI by 7, and managed it with twenty minutes to spare. I hung around in the airport being bored and so on, that wasn't that interesting. And then I got on the plane and came to Boston. It was short and so on and so forth, good first flight home. I got out and waited for my mother, who drove up with Tillie in the car. She was happy to see me! Well, they both were, but Tillie's never happy to see me... of course I think she had forgotten who I was...
Went home home and discovered that my room was no longer my room and was weirded out by how clean it was. Then went to North to see people. Eddie's reaction to me getting there was amazing. He looked up and saw me and ran over to me and basically strangled me and made me cry a little, but it felt really good to be hugged by someone. I mean, no one at school hugs me, and I understand why, its weird, you aren't sure about people, and all my friends are kind of conservative on that end. I don't know, it just feels weird to not be all touchy feely -- not that I really was at home but I had the option, and here I don't. So then I went around and said hi to people, and went up to see Joel and had lots of fun.
Then was the arduous journey to BU. It was raining, which was not fun since I was on my bike. I went to Newton Center for whatever reason and got on the train and went to Anna's and then to BU. It was a long trip, about an hour and a half -- for a drive that's twenty minutes. Whatever.
Went to find Kat, forgot what her hall was called even though she had told me moments before... yeah. It was good to see Kat though, and see her dorm (oh my god, it was pretty big, of course they were sleeping on metal cots... weird). I met her roommate, who seemed nice enough, but watched Grey's and didn't pay attention to me and Kat making fun of each other. Then I went home and desperately wished that the T was like the metro. For one thing -- the metro tells you when you will be getting on the train and when you can expect to be arriving at your destination. The T doesn't. Also, the T has smaller trains then the Metro and it was PACKED. I don't even know why, but we were playing sardines all the way to Newton Center. Ew.
Well, I managed to get home and when I say home I mean, I went to Cindy and Larry's and ate alot and then went home and spent some time with my parents before going out to get Kat and to see Eddie, Zach, Martha, Jake and Lena. Of course we didn't really do anything while we were there, just hung out and watched TV, but I sat on Eddie and enjoyed having physical contact with people.
Then I took Eddie and Kat home, which was good, because we did an end of summer thing and it made me happy. Kat then decided that she would sleep over and so me and Eddie waited while she went to get her stuff and talked about him and Kat coming down to see me on the weekend of his birthday. I'm soooo excited that there is even the slightest possiblity of them coming down, though I should probably prod him a little and tell him to tell his mother that she has to buy tickets soon because it'll be wicked expensive if she doesn't.
Anyways, then Kat came out (after about twenty minutes, god it takes so long for her to get to her dorm and out of it, like almost ten minutes) and we went home. Kat had to get up early to get to rehearsal so I drove her and Jasper into town and went home and hung out with my parents for a while, before heading into Harvard Square to meet Eddie, Lena and Zach. The four of us wandered around Harvard Square and Lena and Zach bought tons of stuff. Me and Eddie got books about making stuff and sat together and were like "AH I WANT TO BUY THIS BOOK" but neither of us had enough money (Eddie had like two dollars). But then I was like "Wait! I have my camera!" And so we took pictures of the pages we wanted and it was hilarious.
I got home and Lynne and Dan were there, who we are going to Thanksgiving with on Martha's Vineyard and they asked me if I wanted to go, and I said I didn't really, and my mother got really pissed off at me for it, and then we all went to Pomodoro, and had fun there, and my mother continued to be angry with me. Then we left and I took Eddie and Kat to the car and then they were like "Where are your parents?" and we had to run to catch up with my parents so they could say good bye. Then we took Kat to BU so she could go to a party and me and Eddie went to Zach's. I was sooo tired by that point because of my non-sleeping thing that weekend, but Kat called me to go pick her up and I did and it was okay. It felt a little pointless, but all in all I'm glad she was there, just because I miss her actual presense, even if I do talk to her alot while here.
In the morning me and my mother had a fight about the Martha's Vineyard thing -- but I think it was more that I had spent most of the weekend with my friends as opposed to with her, and so on. So I spent all day with her and my dad and then I came home.
While I was at BWI waiting for the bus to come and bring me to the metro, a woman asked me how to get with Dulles, and we had a conversation, me and everyone else in the bus shelter. It was interesting. It also took me two hours to get home and when I did I had to write a paper on a book I hadn't finished, so I change the book to House of the Spirits and wrote it on that.
And that was my weekend. It's good to be home, as in school. I felt weird and out of place at home, as in Boston. I thought that it wouldn't have changed so much in so little time, but things do, I guess. Home is now just a place -- home is DC now.
How do you change things like that?
