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Progress Report

YAY! It says I might be able to finish in 19 days, which is like, three days early. *headdeask* someone inspire me and make me write. Not this weekend though.

Kat, Eddie and Martha are coming down to see me and OMG I'M SO EXCITED. Like, you have no idea. They are the biggest part of what I miss about home. And they're are coming down here so I don't have to deal with the annoying part of home (having my parents be like, 'You're here to see us!' and getting annoyed when I see my friends, even though I make EFFORTS to see them -.-). Anyways, OMG they are coming and I don't care that I have to get on a bus at 6:00 am and go half way across the city to get on another bus that brings me back to the other side of the city and then onto the metro because YAY THEY ARE COMING.

In other news... I made my schedule next year (and decided that yes, I do want to become a doctor) and I have to do bio and chem next semester and the only time they offer it is at 8:30 in the morning. Someone please kill me?
winterseaspray: ([bones] Omnia Mea Mecum Porto)
So, having second thoughts about prom. I don't really want to go. In fact, I really dont want to go. Its so much effort. Dress, beforehand, afterwards, a lot of time, all those people who are just... there. Meh.

I don't want to have to deal with it as a sort of good bye. Plus then, there is just be being anti-socail slash, not knowing where I want to fit in, or even if I want to fit in and Eddie. I mean, it will be fun with Eddie, but it means I have chosen where I will be, what group because, I can't bring Eddie and be with certain people who don't know him. *sigh*

I'm driving to prom. I'm not getting a limo and spending inordinate amounts of money. I made my dress. Its almost there. I just have to sew up the back... add in a zipper, hem everything, make it look nice. Buy shoes. Ew. So much to do, so much that I just don't want to do.

I also think it has something to do with the fact that I don't want this to be the end of the year. I don't want to graduate. But the thing is, I do. I'm so excited to LEAVE. I want to get out of here, go down to DC and start again. To do it right... not that I did it wrong here, but sometimes... sometimes I feel as if I did.

I've got some friends,
some that I hardly know
But we've had some times,
I wouldn't trade for the world
We chase these days down with talks
of the places that we will go


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