Underapreatication suxs

I feel rather like everyone takes me for granted today.
After all why would anyone care if I exsist or not?

Well for one thing who would tell people that...

oh f--- it, no one cares.

After all, my hard work counts for nothing.

My hours spent doing work for NOTHING is not at all worth it.

Maybe I'll just curl up in a hole and die...

That could be fun. Then no one would have to worry about including me in their lives.

Wow, maybe I'll do that and then no one will care.

and by the way...

I don't care either.

The Council Has Spoken

the song of the day is:

Michael Ball
Empty Chairs, Empty Tables

There's a grief that can't be spoken
There's a pain goes on and on
Empty chairs at empty tables
Now my friends are dead and gone.

Here they talked of revolution
Here it was they lit the flame
Here they sang about 'tomorrow'
And tomorrow never came

From the table in the corner
They could see a world reborn
And they rose with voices ringing
I can hear them now
The very words that they had sung
Became their last communion
On the lonely barricade at dawn!

Oh my friends, my friends, forgive me
That i live and you are gone.
There's a grief that can't be spoken
There's a pain goes on and on.

Phantom faces at the window
Phantom shadows on the floor
Empty chairs at empty tables
Where my friends will meet no more.

Oh my friends, my friends, don't ask me
What your sacrifice was for
Empty chairs at empty tables
Where my friends will sing no more.


It's from Les Mis...

sorta to my mood.

Sorta like Lily, the new character I have... I'm debating on whether I should make her fall in love with her brother or not... *strokes invisabel beard*


I'm feeling better, by the way. Still wish Bry would come online, but it is, after all Simpsons time. *smiles at Bryan*

Kat, you better update... sometime... you could even make me your only friend and then only talk about him *sputters*

er... yes... I'm tired and I'm still slightly... well off...

I'm not doing anything to my LJ, for now.

It's staying blank like me...

Where is Bryan?

GAH? where is he? He always put me in a good mood and now he's not here!!!! :(
:'(
I need cheering up and he's not online :( *sniffles*