I must admit I wasn't loving, and I was running from myself...

ARGH. I am 15 words over 500 on my personal statement. This is really irritating.

I mean, to me it is. Its no where close to being 6000 characters. I don't understand how the people at commonapp thought that any one would write a 6000 character essay with only 500 to play around with. Odd.

In other news: I am getting a root canal. I am really nervous about it, but yeah. Today they start work and I am annoyed. I was supposed to do a ton of reading today. As in, I was going to finish The Storyteller and then start on my book for the extra credit in pysch. I have so much work. DAMNIT.

Apply to college first, that's what I should be doing. *groan*

What else? Oh! Christmas. It was good. I mean, I got a ton of practical stuff, like sheets and stuff to bring to college. If I get in. >.<>< I shouldn't have said that. I actaully started an app to U Mass I'm so nervous about this, but then I stopped myself because what would be the point? I don't want to go to U Mass, and it would just be another rejection letter to get...

I'm nervous, can't you tell?

"Oh dogs! I remember those!"

I have applied to all but three of my schools. I am excited.

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of course, I've added one.